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Tried to take a picture; Of love
I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty
sanguyen ,
` youngin
high school (senior fall of `10)
she loves food + sleep dogs
and water
fan of: K+Jpop,him.
I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty
{/profile --
ramblings of a teenage girl
sanguyen ,
` youngin
high school (senior fall of `10)
she loves food + sleep dogs
and water
fan of: K+Jpop,
Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty
Stay beside me, I'll protect you Tightly held two hands, whatever ordeals there may be, I will win There is no sadness nor seperation My love will never change You might not believe me, but I care for you more than myself 1 minute 1 second everytime I think about you, though I'll tell you sometime Our relationship which started like a joke, is now my everything I may act blunt, but you're the light which changed my heart Even when we are far apart If you say you'll stay beside me If you say you'll always hold my two hands I love you is all I can tell you, but I won't ever let go of the happiness I hold If this is what love is then I am happy If this is what love is then everything is okay I'll love you how I felt from the start I will always protect you until whenever I must love you too much The truth is I must love you It's so hard to fall asleep and I love everything about you If I have only you, I'm okay If you stay beside me, I love you I'll always stay by you, look at only you I spend the day laughing while thinking about you like an idiot Just like this, we promise to stay like this forever If I only have you, I'm okay If you stay beside me, I love you I'll always stay by you, look at only you It's okay. But don't you worry I'll be there for yyou.
Everytime i set my eyes on that one guy. I technically melt. Seeing the way he smiles. OMG. I cant stop even if i wanted to. Who knew that he could make me feel this way. i dont want to love him but i just do outta my own will, its outta control. I feel like im in heaven just by being able to see a simple picture of him. I wish that I could be with him but its just not possible. Its embarassing to see myself behaving this way. Its a feeling that I dont think will go away, ever. Im in a different world when i hear him laugh. And when he talks... I can't even explain how this feels, it's like talking to an angel or something. Its something I cannot believe. It feels like a dream that I desperately want to come true. His eyes are one of a kind. To me he is a God. XD. I still can't believe this. It's not my first time falling for someone. But to fall for someone this hard its way unpredictable in words I cannot explain. To fall for someone this hard, I can't even imagine myself this way. It's like I turned a new leaf or am starting to write in a new page of a book. I don't think that I would find another guy like him. But I know that it's impossible for us to be. It's just something that can never happen between us. For him to be with me. It'd get killed for who I am. Just think about all the people who would try and kill me if I were with him. ==;; This feeling I can't seem to get rid of it. It's just soo hard. I want to be with him. If i were not to see him, I think I would die. I hate this feeling. Sometimes I just wish that I never met him. One day. One day. Once I built up enough courage, maybe just maybe. But then it just might be too late. But Im going promise Im going to try my hardest not to get hurt. Even if i get hurt there's no one to notice that I am hurt. There's barely anyone in the world that can see through me. Im soo weak on the inside everything is screaming for help while on the outside it says that it can hand anything that comes its way.
Honest to God i can't take this anymore. Im tired. Tired of everything. It's all bullshit. To you it's nothing but a game. But have you realize what it is to me yet? To be straightforward. You were my technically my whole life. But now, I can't even do anything anymore. I can't think straight and nothing but memories of us remains in my head. I still can't figure why it's soo hard to let you go. The tears flow down everytime I see the ring you bought. The time where you tried so hard to explain the point of a ring. The words you spoke are still fresh like you told me yesterday. " It symbolizes no beginning and no end, it's eternal and it means a promise. No beginning, no end. You can pick anywhere as a beginning and I'm choosing now. And for us, the word end will never be brought upon us. We are going to last forever through all the rough and hard times, make unforgettable memories, smile and live like there is no tommorrow. Everytime you miss me you can stare at this ring and whenever iiiit shines, that means I'm smiling while thinking about you." Even when I say the words 'I hate you' it's really hard to even say the word 'hate' while speaking to you. Face to face is even more impossible. I end up breaking down crying everytime I try to say it. Aren't you suppose to listen to what someone has to say before you stand up and walk away? It has been a while since we parted. But it's like we both never really wanted it to end. Just that the way things are, we couldnt possibly be together any longer. It ended cause' society and time got too much in the way. I'm happy that I got to spend time with you. And our promise to be friends forever even if we are not together. I think that this promise will never be broken. In the end I still love you.
Those three words that you said so easily and lightly, did you even mean it? Did you truly say it? It hurts to just think about you. Even the memories that are wanted to be erased, remain imprinted on the brain. The scenes of all the time we spent together kept playing like a broken record. Sometimes I just can't let you go can I? I held your hand so tight and yet...
"Always stay by my side my love, never let go of my hands," who was the one who said this? "Don't leave, don't deceive, let's trust and rely on each other throughout our lifetime" Still im broken but my heart won't change. Even a single day is too long without you & the nights that I'm falling asleep to is even longer. Honestly being perfectly fine day after is absolutely absurd. At a distance, where it seems like I can reach out my hands and touch you I secretly grab the worn out pencil again today to write the three letters of you name. I can't escape the great stubbornness after all.
... i guess it wasn't meant to be.
I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty
{/:V --
Sunday, November 30, 2008 ( 8:51 PM )
Stay beside me, I'll protect you Tightly held two hands, whatever ordeals there may be, I will win There is no sadness nor seperation My love will never change You might not believe me, but I care for you more than myself 1 minute 1 second everytime I think about you, though I'll tell you sometime Our relationship which started like a joke, is now my everything I may act blunt, but you're the light which changed my heart Even when we are far apart If you say you'll stay beside me If you say you'll always hold my two hands I love you is all I can tell you, but I won't ever let go of the happiness I hold If this is what love is then I am happy If this is what love is then everything is okay I'll love you how I felt from the start I will always protect you until whenever I must love you too much The truth is I must love you It's so hard to fall asleep and I love everything about you If I have only you, I'm okay If you stay beside me, I love you I'll always stay by you, look at only you I spend the day laughing while thinking about you like an idiot Just like this, we promise to stay like this forever If I only have you, I'm okay If you stay beside me, I love you I'll always stay by you, look at only you It's okay. But don't you worry I'll be there for yyou.
{/:O --
( 8:51 PM )
Everytime i set my eyes on that one guy. I technically melt. Seeing the way he smiles. OMG. I cant stop even if i wanted to. Who knew that he could make me feel this way. i dont want to love him but i just do outta my own will, its outta control. I feel like im in heaven just by being able to see a simple picture of him. I wish that I could be with him but its just not possible. Its embarassing to see myself behaving this way. Its a feeling that I dont think will go away, ever. Im in a different world when i hear him laugh. And when he talks... I can't even explain how this feels, it's like talking to an angel or something. Its something I cannot believe. It feels like a dream that I desperately want to come true. His eyes are one of a kind. To me he is a God. XD. I still can't believe this. It's not my first time falling for someone. But to fall for someone this hard its way unpredictable in words I cannot explain. To fall for someone this hard, I can't even imagine myself this way. It's like I turned a new leaf or am starting to write in a new page of a book. I don't think that I would find another guy like him. But I know that it's impossible for us to be. It's just something that can never happen between us. For him to be with me. It'd get killed for who I am. Just think about all the people who would try and kill me if I were with him. ==;; This feeling I can't seem to get rid of it. It's just soo hard. I want to be with him. If i were not to see him, I think I would die. I hate this feeling. Sometimes I just wish that I never met him. One day. One day. Once I built up enough courage, maybe just maybe. But then it just might be too late. But Im going promise Im going to try my hardest not to get hurt. Even if i get hurt there's no one to notice that I am hurt. There's barely anyone in the world that can see through me. Im soo weak on the inside everything is screaming for help while on the outside it says that it can hand anything that comes its way.
{/:\ --
Friday, November 28, 2008 ( 8:22 PM )
Honest to God i can't take this anymore. Im tired. Tired of everything. It's all bullshit. To you it's nothing but a game. But have you realize what it is to me yet? To be straightforward. You were my technically my whole life. But now, I can't even do anything anymore. I can't think straight and nothing but memories of us remains in my head. I still can't figure why it's soo hard to let you go. The tears flow down everytime I see the ring you bought. The time where you tried so hard to explain the point of a ring. The words you spoke are still fresh like you told me yesterday. " It symbolizes no beginning and no end, it's eternal and it means a promise. No beginning, no end. You can pick anywhere as a beginning and I'm choosing now. And for us, the word end will never be brought upon us. We are going to last forever through all the rough and hard times, make unforgettable memories, smile and live like there is no tommorrow. Everytime you miss me you can stare at this ring and whenever iiiit shines, that means I'm smiling while thinking about you." Even when I say the words 'I hate you' it's really hard to even say the word 'hate' while speaking to you. Face to face is even more impossible. I end up breaking down crying everytime I try to say it. Aren't you suppose to listen to what someone has to say before you stand up and walk away? It has been a while since we parted. But it's like we both never really wanted it to end. Just that the way things are, we couldnt possibly be together any longer. It ended cause' society and time got too much in the way. I'm happy that I got to spend time with you. And our promise to be friends forever even if we are not together. I think that this promise will never be broken. In the end I still love you.
{/:| --
( 8:22 PM )
Those three words that you said so easily and lightly, did you even mean it? Did you truly say it? It hurts to just think about you. Even the memories that are wanted to be erased, remain imprinted on the brain. The scenes of all the time we spent together kept playing like a broken record. Sometimes I just can't let you go can I? I held your hand so tight and yet...
"Always stay by my side my love, never let go of my hands," who was the one who said this? "Don't leave, don't deceive, let's trust and rely on each other throughout our lifetime" Still im broken but my heart won't change. Even a single day is too long without you & the nights that I'm falling asleep to is even longer. Honestly being perfectly fine day after is absolutely absurd. At a distance, where it seems like I can reach out my hands and touch you I secretly grab the worn out pencil again today to write the three letters of you name. I can't escape the great stubbornness after all.
... i guess it wasn't meant to be.
If we; Should be getting under
These sheets; We could lie in this bed; But it's Empty
These sheets; We could lie in this bed; But it's Empty
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i think they call it freedom of speech
Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard; Maybe we're torn apart
sanguyen
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Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts; We're Empty
or is that just me xD
empty, click five
Is beating our hearts; We're Empty
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or is that just me xD
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