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ramblings of a teenage girl

Honest to God i can't take this anymore. Im tired. Tired of everything. It's all bullshit. To you it's nothing but a game. But have you realize what it is to me yet? To be straightforward. You were my technically my whole life. But now, I can't even do anything anymore. I can't think straight and nothing but memories of us remains in my head. I still can't figure why it's soo hard to let you go. The tears flow down everytime I see the ring you bought. The time where you tried so hard to explain the point of a ring. The words you spoke are still fresh like you told me yesterday. " It symbolizes no beginning and no end, it's eternal and it means a promise. No beginning, no end. You can pick anywhere as a beginning and I'm choosing now. And for us, the word end will never be brought upon us. We are going to last forever through all the rough and hard times, make unforgettable memories, smile and live like there is no tommorrow. Everytime you miss me you can stare at this ring and whenever iiiit shines, that means I'm smiling while thinking about you." Even when I say the words 'I hate you' it's really hard to even say the word 'hate' while speaking to you. Face to face is even more impossible. I end up breaking down crying everytime I try to say it. Aren't you suppose to listen to what someone has to say before you stand up and walk away? It has been a while since we parted. But it's like we both never really wanted it to end. Just that the way things are, we couldnt possibly be together any longer. It ended cause' society and time got too much in the way. I'm happy that I got to spend time with you. And our promise to be friends forever even if we are not together. I think that this promise will never be broken. In the end I still love you.

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