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Tried to take a picture; Of love
I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty
sanguyen ,
` youngin
high school (senior fall of `10)
she loves food + sleep dogs
and water
fan of: K+Jpop,him.
I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty
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ramblings of a teenage girl
sanguyen ,
` youngin
high school (senior fall of `10)
she loves food + sleep dogs
and water
fan of: K+Jpop,
Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty
I really have fallen for him. I cant actually believe it. A one-sided thing. ~Ayeish. I hate this feeling. I dont want this feeling lingering around my heart. Its too hard to deal with. And I cant take it anymore. Im tired. Im not in the right shape to deal with my own problems right now. This feeling has made me sick and ill. I dont even know what Im suppose to do. I want to be able to control the way I feel. But everytime I doubt this feeling it gradually gets harder and harder to run away. Love is like a double-edged sword. It either kills you or learns to love with you. I didnt know that I actually loved him until it was too late. I wish that I knew early, maybe that would have been a love that might have lasted forever. But the chance of me telling him even if I did know was a big 0. I dont even have the courage to speak in front of my class. So how can I get the courage to tell the guy that I like him? Im such a useless coward. ( I wish to have courage ). I saw a shooting star on this day 3 years ago. I made a wish. And I met him the next day. It was kind of coincidental. I didnt expect it. Its something that still gives me goosebumops today.
Everything is going all oh so wrong. I dont like the way the path of my life is leading to. The path is gradually getting darker and scarier. If I keep walking I dont know how long Im going to last. The chances of me getting through this is 0.00000001%. T_T. Not something to be prooud of. Its too hard. I might give up. Until I may find my reason to continue my walk of life. *sigh*
I really know my heart is hurt right now. Its cut into tiny bits. And there is no way of fixing it. There are too many parts missing. That its impossible. And slowly my heart is becoming cold. Its freezing. Theres no way you can melt a heart that will probably be frozen like the tip of Mt.Everest. But its only expected.
Its time for me to take my leave. Nights.
I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty
{/:'| --
Sunday, December 7, 2008 ( 3:44 AM )
I really have fallen for him. I cant actually believe it. A one-sided thing. ~Ayeish. I hate this feeling. I dont want this feeling lingering around my heart. Its too hard to deal with. And I cant take it anymore. Im tired. Im not in the right shape to deal with my own problems right now. This feeling has made me sick and ill. I dont even know what Im suppose to do. I want to be able to control the way I feel. But everytime I doubt this feeling it gradually gets harder and harder to run away. Love is like a double-edged sword. It either kills you or learns to love with you. I didnt know that I actually loved him until it was too late. I wish that I knew early, maybe that would have been a love that might have lasted forever. But the chance of me telling him even if I did know was a big 0. I dont even have the courage to speak in front of my class. So how can I get the courage to tell the guy that I like him? Im such a useless coward. ( I wish to have courage ). I saw a shooting star on this day 3 years ago. I made a wish. And I met him the next day. It was kind of coincidental. I didnt expect it. Its something that still gives me goosebumops today.
Everything is going all oh so wrong. I dont like the way the path of my life is leading to. The path is gradually getting darker and scarier. If I keep walking I dont know how long Im going to last. The chances of me getting through this is 0.00000001%. T_T. Not something to be prooud of. Its too hard. I might give up. Until I may find my reason to continue my walk of life. *sigh*
I really know my heart is hurt right now. Its cut into tiny bits. And there is no way of fixing it. There are too many parts missing. That its impossible. And slowly my heart is becoming cold. Its freezing. Theres no way you can melt a heart that will probably be frozen like the tip of Mt.Everest. But its only expected.
Its time for me to take my leave. Nights.
If we; Should be getting under
These sheets; We could lie in this bed; But it's Empty
These sheets; We could lie in this bed; But it's Empty
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i think they call it freedom of speech
Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard; Maybe we're torn apart
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Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts; We're Empty
or is that just me xD
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Is beating our hearts; We're Empty
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or is that just me xD
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