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sanguyen ,
` youngin
high school (senior fall of `10)
she loves food + sleep dogs
and water
fan of: K+Jpop,him.
I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty
{/profile --
ramblings of a teenage girl
sanguyen ,
` youngin
high school (senior fall of `10)
she loves food + sleep dogs
and water
fan of: K+Jpop,
Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty
Day 1: `27`06`09
It was normal . AND not too hot . I could wear sweats around
and all i did was sleep so it was all good. When i arrived at the
airport, my uncle was waiting and sitting on the bench like a
buddah. Wat an ass. He didnt even notice us pass him. But
still honestly like a buddah sitting there with his legs crossed
and smiling stupidly. Oh and the lady that sells the airplane
tickets she didnt even make the visa right . It said that we were
not allowed to come into the country until July 1st. If they
didnt let us go into VN we would have had to fly all the way
back to edmonton. FML. I would have killed that lady if we
didnt get in. I swear to GOD. but we got in apparently she sent
a guy out to help us. I bet she did everything on purpose. What
a fucking hustler. Like when u hustle someone atleast be good
at it not fucking fail at it. Stupid Piece of Fucking Shit. Cant do
nothing right.
Day 2: `28`06`09
WELL ... It jsut started and soo far its so hot . Im acutally
melting. Not even cool. I was awake since 241 am and i need to
sleep >O. Its 1006am right now. We went to eat pho . of course
i like pho in vn better than the one my mom makes. ;3. And we
went to church dayuumm the priest talks on and talk and on
about nothing church related. It was a waste of time. And now im
sitting here in the public computer place blogging this shit. I guess
i have nothing else better to doo than this ... and tallking to my
friends i guess. OH and im getting bit by all kinds of bus while
everyone is bug free. FML. HAHA too many FML's.
Nothing really happened. Just avoided my cousin most of the
Sigh. Still at another airport. FML
too many plane rides im starting to get really cranky.
And my hair looks soo greasy . When i get to my aunts
house im going to take a shower first. DAYUM >O
Thats if we are allowed to get in.
The fucking lady that booked our plane tickets didnt put
the date on the visa right so. Now depending on how the
country feels, we might not get in. She put the date on the
visa for July 1st. that means if we dont get in today
we get sent back to canada and have to buy another plane
ticket to come here. FUCKING piss me offf.
Damned lady cant do nothing fucking right . She shouldnt
own that kind business if she cant handle it .
AHAHA FAIL.
Im currently at the airport in vancouver.
Supposedly i dont have a boarding pass from vanny to taipei or vietnam
Gayyy. Now i sit and wait to see what happens.
The flight is at 2:30am soo im good.
Until they find me a boarding pass at least.
Wat if i dont have one ? O:
i told you i had a bad feeling.
Sigh. I hate cleaning . At least im done for now. My dads in a bitchy
Holy crap. I clean and clean it doesnt seem like this has an end.
Omo. We have too much stuff.
I keep having this bad feeling somethings going to happen
OMGawd sucha bad omen . TT_TT
xD. Oh how i love my instant udon.
O: again i just ate some this time i
made some for my useless sister.
My other sisters are desprately search for
the tv remote and cant help but to sit
here laughing at how they are crying about
not being able to find it . Too bad i cant help.
I still have cleaning to do. And i was asleep
when they lost it. Now they are blaming
whose at fault. D:
:O i need to make this note so ignore it.
Andy : Gucci Wallet
Trang : LV Wallet. (long one)
Raymond : Murse.
Simpson : TBA
Kenya : Gucci or LV purse (big)
HAAH. You goottta love 2pm. ilovethem<3.
xD. Im currently cleaning as i leave toms.
But this headache is keeping me from cleaning.
I keep turning and moving around it hurts soo
much. I also feel like puking and its also soo frigging
hot & im sweating. (ewww)
Sometimes i wonder . What would happen if I leave for
Vietnam and there is some sort of freak accident then
I end up dieing. What happens if this actually becomes
true? Im soo scared. It's not even funny. TT_TT.
This thing keeps me from sleeping. I cant go to sleep
Since I get soo caught up in these things. Maybe I should
take some pills and K.O. till I leave, HAHA. But then I
I wouldnt be of any help and be even more of a burden
to my parents. I guess i have to endure it till then.
Ill update reall sooon. After I (t r y) to clean.
Ill try my absolute best. (:
Hwaiting!~
HEHE. I went to sleep and i must say the best sleep i had in years. xD.
When i woke up i was soo hungry i wanted to go back to sleep but of
course my stomach didnt let me do it. So here i am 4o1am and im eating
instant udon. Even though im suppose to be dieting. T_T its soo sad.
Im probably going to sleep soon since it has gotten late.
Omo! 1 more day till i leave. Im excited but kinda scared at the same
time. I have to start cleaning hardcore. I dont like it when my mom
yells so i stay on her good side. Im always causing trouble. I wanna do
something for her. Something that actually makes her happy.
Anyways its time for me to go. Go back to sleep. (:
I have 2 days left until I go to Vietnam. >O
Boo. HAHA. & im suppose to be cleaning and packing - ish.
I suppose I write the poems during the flight since there's
nothing else to do but sleep or watch tv. & im not a movie
person so ...
OH right....
I have this massive headache. XD
FAIL! & yet im sitting here typing useless things
I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty
{/Vietnam : Day 1 & 2 --
Saturday, June 27, 2009 ( 9:02 PM )
Day 1: `27`06`09
It was normal . AND not too hot . I could wear sweats around
and all i did was sleep so it was all good. When i arrived at the
airport, my uncle was waiting and sitting on the bench like a
buddah. Wat an ass. He didnt even notice us pass him. But
still honestly like a buddah sitting there with his legs crossed
and smiling stupidly. Oh and the lady that sells the airplane
tickets she didnt even make the visa right . It said that we were
not allowed to come into the country until July 1st. If they
didnt let us go into VN we would have had to fly all the way
back to edmonton. FML. I would have killed that lady if we
didnt get in. I swear to GOD. but we got in apparently she sent
a guy out to help us. I bet she did everything on purpose. What
a fucking hustler. Like when u hustle someone atleast be good
at it not fucking fail at it. Stupid Piece of Fucking Shit. Cant do
nothing right.
Day 2: `28`06`09
WELL ... It jsut started and soo far its so hot . Im acutally
melting. Not even cool. I was awake since 241 am and i need to
sleep >O. Its 1006am right now. We went to eat pho . of course
i like pho in vn better than the one my mom makes. ;3. And we
went to church dayuumm the priest talks on and talk and on
about nothing church related. It was a waste of time. And now im
sitting here in the public computer place blogging this shit. I guess
i have nothing else better to doo than this ... and tallking to my
friends i guess. OH and im getting bit by all kinds of bus while
everyone is bug free. FML. HAHA too many FML's.
Nothing really happened. Just avoided my cousin most of the
time. XD
{/Airport : Taipei, Taiwan --
Friday, June 26, 2009 ( 5:47 PM )
Sigh. Still at another airport. FML
too many plane rides im starting to get really cranky.
And my hair looks soo greasy . When i get to my aunts
house im going to take a shower first. DAYUM >O
Thats if we are allowed to get in.
The fucking lady that booked our plane tickets didnt put
the date on the visa right so. Now depending on how the
country feels, we might not get in. She put the date on the
visa for July 1st. that means if we dont get in today
we get sent back to canada and have to buy another plane
ticket to come here. FUCKING piss me offf.
Damned lady cant do nothing fucking right . She shouldnt
own that kind business if she cant handle it .
{/Airport : Vancouver, B.C. --
Thursday, June 25, 2009 ( 11:24 PM )
AHAHA FAIL.
Im currently at the airport in vancouver.
Supposedly i dont have a boarding pass from vanny to taipei or vietnam
Gayyy. Now i sit and wait to see what happens.
The flight is at 2:30am soo im good.
Until they find me a boarding pass at least.
Wat if i dont have one ? O:
i told you i had a bad feeling.
{/HAAHHAHA, OMFG. xD --
( 2:46 PM )
Sigh. I hate cleaning . At least im done for now. My dads in a bitchy
mood so hes annoyiing right now. I cant take this.
XD i still feel like puking. WTFH is wrong with me >_>
I feel like im missing something.
wat on earth am i missing ?
O:
I have to get to the airport early. Which means im probably leaving at 6.
thats about 2hrs and 11mins .
{/Cleaning ; still ! --
( 10:33 AM )
Holy crap. I clean and clean it doesnt seem like this has an end.
Omo. We have too much stuff.
I keep having this bad feeling somethings going to happen
OMGawd sucha bad omen . TT_TT
{/UDON ; again --
Wednesday, June 24, 2009 ( 7:59 PM )
xD. Oh how i love my instant udon.
O: again i just ate some this time i
made some for my useless sister.
My other sisters are desprately search for
the tv remote and cant help but to sit
here laughing at how they are crying about
not being able to find it . Too bad i cant help.
I still have cleaning to do. And i was asleep
when they lost it. Now they are blaming
whose at fault. D:
:O i need to make this note so ignore it.
Andy : Gucci Wallet
Trang : LV Wallet. (long one)
Raymond : Murse.
Simpson : TBA
Kenya : Gucci or LV purse (big)
{/{ / 2PM : Cleaning -- --
( 4:21 PM )
HAAH. You goottta love 2pm. ilovethem<3.
xD. Im currently cleaning as i leave toms.
But this headache is keeping me from cleaning.
I keep turning and moving around it hurts soo
much. I also feel like puking and its also soo frigging
hot & im sweating. (ewww)
Sometimes i wonder . What would happen if I leave for
Vietnam and there is some sort of freak accident then
I end up dieing. What happens if this actually becomes
true? Im soo scared. It's not even funny. TT_TT.
This thing keeps me from sleeping. I cant go to sleep
Since I get soo caught up in these things. Maybe I should
take some pills and K.O. till I leave, HAHA. But then I
I wouldnt be of any help and be even more of a burden
to my parents. I guess i have to endure it till then.
Ill update reall sooon. After I (t r y) to clean.
Ill try my absolute best. (:
Hwaiting!~
{/UDON ; 4:01am --
( 4:29 AM )
HEHE. I went to sleep and i must say the best sleep i had in years. xD.
When i woke up i was soo hungry i wanted to go back to sleep but of
course my stomach didnt let me do it. So here i am 4o1am and im eating
instant udon. Even though im suppose to be dieting. T_T its soo sad.
Im probably going to sleep soon since it has gotten late.
Omo! 1 more day till i leave. Im excited but kinda scared at the same
time. I have to start cleaning hardcore. I dont like it when my mom
yells so i stay on her good side. Im always causing trouble. I wanna do
something for her. Something that actually makes her happy.
Anyways its time for me to go. Go back to sleep. (:
{/` 2 days :O --
Tuesday, June 23, 2009 ( 7:27 PM )
I have 2 days left until I go to Vietnam. >O
Boo. HAHA. & im suppose to be cleaning and packing - ish.
I suppose I write the poems during the flight since there's
nothing else to do but sleep or watch tv. & im not a movie
person so ...
OH right....
I have this massive headache. XD
FAIL! & yet im sitting here typing useless things
{/Dedication. For You. --
Monday, June 22, 2009 ( 11:48 PM )
There are many people that have been killed countlessly & brutaly. I wanna do something for them. So I've decided to write a poem. This poem isn't going to be based on the people who died innocently but it's also going to be for those who just died because of time. They should be remembered somehow (so thats what i'm going to do). Make a poem that people will remember. (Try)
{/Control // Part vi. --
( 6:32 PM )
Control // Part 4
The dark shadows
Slowly close in on you
And beigin to manipulate you
Like a puppet
you move to
what they tell
you to do
you fall right
into their arms
into their traps
that they have
taken the time to set
and lay down for you
{/Control // Part iii. --
( 6:21 PM )
Control // Part 3
He was suppose to
paint your sky
suppose to be the sun
a warmth that
made you forget everything
but look right now
the world you're
living is nothing
but shades of gray
{/Control // Part ii. --
( 6:15 PM )
Control // Part 2
Shivering cause it was cold
but she was also scared
what was left after this
what will happen
what will she do from now on
a headache with
spurring images
A pain that was unrealized
until too late
{/Control // Part i. --
( 5:15 PM )
This is a second peom in my book .It's unfinshed so I don't know how many parts that it will have yet. Stick with me. Then you'll know . at the end...
Control // Part 1
Sitting alone
His hand gets bigger
as he turns and walks away
His impact
is mad stronger
and deeper
What was he trying
to say?
to prove?
to you
His footsteps are getting
more and more faint
what was left
was his lone shadow
disappearing into
the endless night
{/Pieces of You // Part viii. ( final ) --
( 5:01 PM )
Pieces of You // Part 8 (final)
Coming from a person who
has loved you
I've had enough
You should have
Cherished me a lot more
Though it's what I'm
always thinking
I want to be there
and become a person
A person who you
can rely on
and someone who
you don't need to
put on a mask and act with
Someone that you can trust.
{/Pieces of You // Part vii. --
( 4:56 PM )
Pieces of You // Part 7
He goes from girl to girl
They also mean nothing to him
You should just stop clinging onto him
Your heart is screaming earnestly
Try and listen what
It's trying so hard to tell you
To the point that it may stop
Quit trying to endure
everything on your own
How much tears have you shed
{/Pieces of You // Part vi. --
( 4:52 PM )
Pieces of You // Part 6
The path cold and lonely
The path you're walking down
I don't want you to be more
hurt than you already are
The pain that you keep to yourself
For once let me try to heal you
It's possible that you would be
no longer hurt
I'll glue the shattered pieces back
as one
He laughs at you
At how useless you are
{/Pieces of You // Part v. --
( 4:50 PM )
Pieces of You // Part 5
The path you choose
Why did you pick the
more difficult one
His shadows is the only thing you see
and you follw it with your heart
so persistantly
{/Pieces of You // Part iv. --
( 4:42 PM )
Pieces of You // Part 4
Those feelings that he offers you
Are accepted without thought
You trust him too much
That it has given you pain
You gotta listen to the words that I speak
I`m right by you
How could you go for a guy like him?
What was once a good relationship
Turned out to be one
that was merely shaped by his lies
But why do you purely let him lie
and stay with you
Though you know most of the words
he speaks
are not true.
{/Pieces of You // Part iii. --
( 4:38 PM )
Pieces of You // Part 3
He only see you as back-up,
nothing more than that
It`s time for you to stop dreaming.
Don`t get lured in by his
fake personality change.
It`s only an act.
Anyone can do that.
You`re nothing but a mere tool
that`s why he controls you like a puppet.
{/Pieces of You // Part ii. --
( 4:34 PM )
Pieces of You // Part 2
There's a smile as he opens the door,
but what was happy
turned to violence & hatred.
How long are you going to endure it?
You poured out your heart for him,
but in his eyes
its a nuisance.
He could careless
as he tramples over you.
Again & Again
It doesnt seem to stop.
{/Pieces of You // Part i. --
( 2:58 PM )
It's a poem I wrote because I was feeling down and bored. Haha. Well it consists of 8 parts. Here goes nothing. ( This belongs to me please dont post anywhere else )
Pieces of You // Part 1
He walked over your heart
and shatters it with every step taken.
Why do you stay with him?
He who constantly makes you cry.
But yet you remain at his side
Does he really love you?
Or are those words he says
to flatter your helpless heart.
The times he runs away,
you desprately search for him.
Even when he's unfound,
you wait for his return.
If we; Should be getting under
These sheets; We could lie in this bed; But it's Empty
These sheets; We could lie in this bed; But it's Empty
{/idk what goes here --
i think they call it freedom of speech
Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard; Maybe we're torn apart
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