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ramblings of a teenage girl

I can't tell you anything. Although you came a long way, I am sorry.

i cant believe that youre gone
and just left me here alone
you're probably right here with me now
i must be an ass if i didnt notice you
how long has it been since that day ?
15 months / 475 days
i miss you
i hope you understand that
i couldnt go to where you were
if i could id be there everyday
when i heard that you were gone
do you know the pain that hit me ?
i thought it was a joke
since you and him were always fooling around with me
when i learned that it was the truth
i was the last to know, find out and be there for both of you
how could i have been so stupid ?!
i hated myself for being so foolish and useless
if i could turn back time
id switch places with you
if i could find the guy who did this to you
id make sure he'd live a long harsh life
im not being hard on myself
i just cant let go of the fact that it was you
hey so if you're somewhere up there
and happen to be reading this ,
i want you to know that
i liked you or loved you
i dont know what to say
it was so hard to deal with this
cause of soo many other problems
( HINTHINT: Guys )
i just want you to know that
i'm sorry for letting you down like this
i'm sorry for not being there

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