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ramblings of a teenage girl

OH ! it's been a while .... AHAHA i don't think anything happened since the last time i posted XD .

Yeappers, it was 420 yesterday ... I got to see the whole crew together again. Ahh good times good times ;] A and K broke up ): he wanted her to be safe and said that she deserved better .
I saw him ahah, D; now what?! what to do ? ):
OH and ivan started talking to me again yesterday (:
HAHA , so i saw a car with the liscenes plate "eatrice" not surprised but the guy was asian (: not bad look either but nooo i can`t have another husband D; ! ROFL
It`s 1049am .. and i`m supposed to be at school ... I`m going to the the library to study for my midterms tomorrow. Hopefully there ain`t too many homfans at the downtown on. But I doubt it they`re always there =o=;; soo sad ! I wonder whos group I`m in... don`t wanna let them down so I`ll answer all the questions that there is. D; over 60 i believe cause there is 6 topics and I`m not sure which one that I am doing.

Band of the Day:
shout out to all the people havin hard time. i kno life can sometimes be cruel but always keep yo head up bright days will come fosho. -youngsky

nothing... what a booring day ):
410am cela was puking ahah what a foob... food poison? ... or anorexic?
JKJK, i bet it was the food ROFL but then mommy came down and soo I couldn't finish my drama. Went to wal-mart : $83.61 spent there ... on food ? IDK XD Awhh I wanted to get heels Dx .. sadly , it was too late stores close early on sundays. Hmm home depot , mannn the tiles are super uber heavy soo heavy man ! That I died. Stalker or what? does anyone know who x5tarx@hotmail.com ? Tell me if you do ! This person is soo creepy... sigh. Where's Ivan when I need him?! Jerk, disappears. RAWR! LISA makes me uber mad.):
` april 9
AHAH, the story my little sister wrote was soo retarded, t'was a story I found by chance !
It's true btw, she just put it into her own words ...
MAN wth are they teaching at school?! ヽ(ｏ`皿′ｏ)ﾉ
She's only in gr 2 mang and sex already ? (,,#ﾟДﾟ):∴;'･,;`:ｺﾞﾙｧ!!

Story of the Day:
I just got a letter that this man that is 48 take kids 14 and under and make them take off thair colthe and put them back on when he is done taking picture and when he is done having sex with them hie makes them he only do this to people he has s-e-x with them he makes them by saying if you don't I will stab you they let him out of jail him is only watch for 3 year if he takes a child he is in jail I think that when he is out of jail he will do it again and then they will tell a addlet and then phones the polcie the bad sex promble. THE END

Still cold as hell today! I died at school ... I feel soo sorry for my grandma.
Grandpa went to aunt's house so she's all alone at home D; ε-(´・｀) ﾌｰ

` april 10
Hmm? youth group .. was okay at times.
-ahem- the sequence... movie, eat, tugowar, sing, pray, pray, light candles, sing, sing, church.
The End ahah , after that went to grandmas house ... that day pissed me off cause, martin provoked me and I raged! （｀ー´） Sigh slept at 5am ish and cela was puking at 410am ahhah so weak! But then my mommy came down so I couldn't finish my drama. GAH gootta love that stalker (parkshi-hoo) wish I could have a stalker like that! OH how lovely that would be. Oh right I recieved a shocking text todays... apparently Ivan like me, but i mean who knows that might be a joke cause lisa said that it was "harry" who sent it D; Anyways I'll pretend I don't know anything or else it'll be weird and I don't really like him only as a friend. OH what to do, aigoo. I am confused as hell, sigh, it's jsut soo weird and I can't even begin to accept it cause it might be true.

MAN! It was sooo windy D; such bad weather. And it snowed.
So I cam whored... It's actually fun, at times ROFL !
Dentist appointment today? Was gayy.

I am soo tired today ! OH YAY ! I figured out the html for the comments. I'm happy. HAHA oh dear , took me long enough >o< . Anyways they found 12 out of the 38 miners dead ... ): oh no ! Hopefully they will find the rest alive. May it be God or Buddha or someone else they may believe in be with them, let's pray for them. Anyways , today was very very uneventful. We had a sub in math, again, I really want to know my math test mark D; hopefully I didn't fail. Man, all we ever do in math is just sit there and play Big 2. But Andy came today and unfortunately I wasn't there to say hi, I was at my grandmas! Oh well. Miss him lots, I don't get to see him often D; I kinda wanna see ____ again ): HAHA OH SO FAIL !

Quote of the Day :
Hey angel, you da shexy

Quote of the Day:
Life's a bitch & I am its pimp.

I saw _____ today OMG , once he smiled, I was taken away. Now for sure I don't know what to do, give up on him & let go or take a chance and go for it. ): The wat he said Hi and called my name, it makes me soo happy. It just hurts soo much and he be confusing me as hell, so I'm lost now. I want to cry but no tears come out, my eyes ... are dry as .... the desert. -sigh- But when I left, he barely bothered to say bye ... it was his friends first as always. He did say bye to the others but not them same as how he said bye to me to that was deep. I should just ask for his number ... or a hug and whisper in his ears " i like you " but I'm too scared cause I don't know how he'll feel. D; This is too complicated I wish it wasn't like this. GEEZ , i could continue on and on about _____. So let's stop now before I have an essay. Ahhh, right Alex was here too (: , he's back to normal so I'm super de-duper glad! Smiling and the jokes, ahah the old Alex is back. But then again he never left ;]

Sad, with my friends, it's like I'm never there anymore, they can't see if I'm there or not so I'm hurt ... I'm actually tired cause of them. Somehow, what-ish, so materialistic. Them all with their blackberrys and brand whoring all types of brand. But hey they are my friends, I don't mind but it's always brands and brands they talk about. Hmmm, Jealousy issue here? -ish, I would want some of those brand but it's not like I need them so I have no reason to hoard over it, I could just get fake ones HAHA. Oh, I have mentioned that at the beginning of the semester I made friends ? (: YAY! ~ Mhkay to continue, I mean we're only in highschool so do we need that kind of stuff? Siggh, no more bad talking. Oh right and they talk about stuff that I'm not going to disclose for the sake of it.

Oh how I wish to have a drink right now ... but sadly can't and won't cause I don't want to resort to it and I don't want to drink overall, I don't like it anymore! Other than these events, I have nothing else that made my dayish ... WELL... talking to people I've never talked to before has always helped (:

People in China hope to bring luck by getting their hair cut on the second day of the second lunar month

Quote of the Day:
"girls draw love hearts on their tables & guys draw dicks"
-potatiie

): not knowing how to add " post comment " in html in the classic bloggger is pissing me off. NOW IM SAD ! RAWR !What a bad sleep today too, woke up soo early but slept so late D; Oh, I can't tell you guys the reason yet ... but I will later. I think, as long as none of my family members go on and read this soo haha.

Oh, hmm cleaning for 4 -5 ish hours was hell ! I'm actually soo tired ): , I don't want to go back to school already - sigh - wish I was a kid again and go collect easter eggs! Family BBQ, it was alright the food was good (; so yea, I'm happy ! If only it was this all the time. OMG I haven't even told you about my auntie yet. I have a 5 page essay rant about her. AHAH , I kinda feel bad when I reread it sometimes, but HEY it's all the truth. Today was a good day despite the lack of sleep. 1 day left until spring break is over D;

Quote of the Day:
I write what my eyes cry
I write what my mind believes
I write what my heart beats
This is me, let me breathe
-David Chiem

I want to take this time to and pray to those people that are stuck within the mine. Everyone! , say your prays and hope they are ok. 八(＾□＾*) ﾀﾉﾑ!! Thankfully there was some tapping noise, so hopefully they're still alive! \(*O*)/ BTW, his eyes are soo pretty! So jealous.

Anyways ( ´ ▽ ` )ﾉ ﾀﾀﾞｲﾏｧ ! ( I'm back ) . Oh todays picture was suppose to be WooYoung but then I read about this so I just had to change the picture! D; To add on, church was ... LONG ! 2hr34mins rofl , oh well , atleast I got to see people that only go there on special events. But it was a very long mass session. ε-(´・｀) ﾌｰ

Hmm, today was uneventful. OH ! I got this really really cute cute book , but I;m not really sure if I want to write in it or not, it'd be a waste if I don't but it'd still be a waste if I do cause I honestly don't know what to write in it O: Maybe poems? You guys can decide for me haha! Ｏ(≧∇≦)Ｏ

OH right , forgot to add, I had to talk to 3 people about relationships. Well, they were talking to me about it. But it was all technically the same problem;

• Girlfriend talks to anther guy on the phone while you are there ; are you third wheel or something ? it doesn't look like she respects you a whole lot.
• Girlfriend flirting with your bestfriend ; obviously she's going to cheat on you ... but you should know that! She got you cause she was cheating on her ex-bf and that was how she got you! Now what are you going to do ?
• Guy asks you out 2 days after meeting, and then says " i love you" casually ; Come on, these guys are the type who will cheat! I know these type-ish ): Shouldn't he take it slow?
  

Come on guys open your eyes, come to your senses. Although I don't want to preach or tell you guys what to do or what you should do. Just be careful, I dont want you guys ending up hurt for stupid reasons and I absolutely do not want you guys to get hurt even after you saw the hints that they gave or are giving you. Best of luck. Hey I don't want to judge these types of people but by the way that they act, it's bound to happen (*´Д`)ﾉ
( sorry for the idiotic face ROFL )

HAHA, if you guys noticed ... I got cute font emotes ! YAY ME ! （　´∀｀）

Quote of the Day : "the nights are too cold and only you can change the climate...your side and mine were designed to be adjacent..." -K.i.D

Anyways , the past few days have been a bitch to me ): My aunt pissed me off so much ! RAWR ! So tired of her constant bitching and her selfish self. Blaming all these things on me, when it's not even technically my fault. And she finally got her divorced papers signed, finally ! Oh, church was okay today. It felt fast so that was alright. Awhh , i didn't get to see the good looking guys. Only 1 , he sat behind me ㅋㅋㅋ , but the others were no where to be seen, but i was told later that they were at the the BACK of the church ㅜ.ㅜ, OH so sad for me ):

Oh right , something sad happened in Korea a few days ago. Jay wanted to show his respect and sympathy and I respect that. I also wanted to show MY RESPECT.

If y'all have time visit , davidhchiem.com ;]
Though I know the identity of the person, I don`t want their names to be disclosed out in the open ;] so don`t worry, instead of wanting to know them, take you`re time to know me ! (:

Anyways , so today there was really nothing interesting. Thao wanted me to cut her hair, but obviously I was too scared to, I didn't want to mess up. ( Let's leave it at that ) But yeah, today was uneventful. Hmm, so I'm talking to Ivan, man sometimes he really knows how to piss a person off. All he answers are with 1 word answers ): getting pissed off. OH! Jay made another video ;] , so I was happy ! Crown J did too, my favourite quote from it was "oh man the video is just stoopid" , I had a great laugh. Cinderella Sister came out ... but I don't have a heart to watch it, my beloved baby Taec is in it. I wanna support him, but you know the green monster comes out cause he's with another girl RAWR! Oh right , went to church today and I noticed that 2 out of 4 conducters couldn't do it right, they were just waving their arms randomly in the air HAHA. But yeah , we got there early and todays church wasn't even that crowded, wait until tomorrow. Another thing, I've decided; I'm going to give up on kl if i can. I want to though, cause it's very useless for me to chase after a guy who has his eyes on another girl. Overall, today was okay; That is until my aunt came along, she talked and poked me like she would normally do, like nothing was wrong and nothing happened. I need to talk to her and settle things, but I'm still mad! -sigh- I ordered pizza today, taking into consideration with my grandparents likes and dislikes and health concerns, I ordered pizza. Surprisingly, they liked it ! YAY ! I'm glad, atleast they can eat the pizza I ordered unlike other times where they had to watch what they ate. Anyways, time for me to sleep, it's 121 am . I'm up editing this blog xD .

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