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Tried to take a picture; Of love
I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty
sanguyen ,
` youngin
high school (senior fall of `10)
she loves food + sleep dogs
and water
fan of: K+Jpop,him.
I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty
{/profile --
ramblings of a teenage girl
sanguyen ,
` youngin
high school (senior fall of `10)
she loves food + sleep dogs
and water
fan of: K+Jpop,
Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty
The truth is i've been lied to so many times,
i know i come second best to you. i'm not the one you think of
& i'm sure as hell not the one you need. so why do you hold on to me?
you're making things worse. you're the only thing i have. but to you
i'm just the girl you've got cause you can't have the girl you once had.
she's your everything while i'm just there. you close your eyes when
you look at me to pretend you care. i'm not stupid ; i see it. but my
heart just never wants to believe it. so go ahead ; tell me another lie.
whisper in my ear & tell me how much you pretend to love me.
tell me how much you wish i was her.
it was never my intent to exploit my descent .
represent; all day, everday, to the fullest extent .
people change over the years. their attitude, their actions, their life.
change friends. change surroundings. change personalities.
they play a role in my life; i adapt to the necessity to survive.
i make my cash, i live my life.
earn from yesterday , live for today , hope for tomorrow.
well connected , well respected
それは寒いです
MY 3rd youngest sister punched me and I got pissed so I punched her back and I ended up to be the one in trouble and now I'm pissed off. Before my mom came out i punched her and it was just fine one my mom opened the door, she started to fking cry. Like honestly does she want to be an actress? So I punched the foundation of my grandma's apartment now my knuckles are effed up ROFL.
Ahem so thao texted me and i replied right away and i expected an answer but noooo
seriously if you're going to txt me first asking something ... atleast reply cause if you don't you piss me off... Sorry twin i do the same to you TOT!
- edit later -
it's 222am LOL sigh... I'm tired rofl, well way to state the obvious.
Dammm, our talk isn't over yet but you made me realize ... that I shouldn't be going crazy over this guy. You made me laugh equally, maybe even more, so is it okay to fall for you ? Maybe I might be dreaming but who knows it's a thought, I don't really know yet. He doesn't know how I feel about him but you do. You always do, sometimes I'm scared that you're the one falling for me. I don't want to hurt you even if I might end up loving you. Everything is one-sided so I'm not quiet sure about anything yet. But I want to hold onto the fact that you guys are friends I never want to lose. Tkln may be someone I like but you my dear are someone I can not lose. I can lose tkln cause I know that he can't even see me but you can so I'm happy. I think I'm going to give up my missions and move on, there's no point in standing here in the rain waiting for you to come me.
Baka~ ! She's actually soo tired that my heart hurts everytime she thinks about him, so it's time for me to forget. Oh another thing ... (2ang, 2nov, phat, 2la, 8ngu's, 1oa, 4tran, 1koo, chen, 2luo, etc.) She was probably never part of them anyways. At first she did and was now everyone has drifted from her side so far that she can barely balance anymore. They don't notice that she's gone or if she's even there at all. So maybe it's best if she were to disappear off the earth. Her family doesn't like to get on her good side, her "friends" are hypocrites, and she simply lost trust in everyone. She cries yet no one hears her. The thing she wants the most is to get acknowledge for who she is. It's over ... her days are over until then, there's no point any longer.
I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty
{/` ストロベリー --
Monday, May 31, 2010 ( 10:39 PM )
ストロベリー ! 私はいくつかの権利を今すぐしたい ... へーへー
私の午後
( my afternoon )
it was still cold though even though the sky looked nice xD
the sky can be soo decieving D:
I heard its ~18° toms, but it's going to be cloudy haha DAMN
oh right i went to the library today instead of going to school....
I need to stop skipping LOL,
my goal is to not skip in GR12; hopefully it all works out :D
After the library, where I was actually doing my homework ROFL,
I went to AP's house to stay there and wait until it was time for me to go to tutor.
We got romanized the lyrics to Oneway's Wrong Number Remix , hehehe.
Right so my I heard my mommy was raging to day cause my dad
snitched on me to her saying that I didn't go to school until the afternoon... FAIL!
LOL so anyways, my sister told me that she was moving my stuff out...
CLA, took out the smokes for me so I was safe.
But I didn't really have to worry, when I got home she only rearranged the room.
She took out the 2nd bed so now theres more room yay ^^
GAWD, scared the living hell outta me for a sec.
Tutor was ... eventful, NOT!
Kinda in a way, I worked on my homework that was assigned weeks ago HAHA!
( dammmnn I'm soo rebel! )
Hehe, so now I'm done my homework... not really.
I have not even begun to be able to say that word LOL.
私の夜
(my night)
私の午後( my afternoon )
it was still cold though even though the sky looked nice xD
the sky can be soo decieving D:
I heard its ~18° toms, but it's going to be cloudy haha DAMN
oh right i went to the library today instead of going to school....
I need to stop skipping LOL,
my goal is to not skip in GR12; hopefully it all works out :D
After the library, where I was actually doing my homework ROFL,
I went to AP's house to stay there and wait until it was time for me to go to tutor.
We got romanized the lyrics to Oneway's Wrong Number Remix , hehehe.
Right so my I heard my mommy was raging to day cause my dad
snitched on me to her saying that I didn't go to school until the afternoon... FAIL!
LOL so anyways, my sister told me that she was moving my stuff out...
CLA, took out the smokes for me so I was safe.
But I didn't really have to worry, when I got home she only rearranged the room.
She took out the 2nd bed so now theres more room yay ^^
GAWD, scared the living hell outta me for a sec.
Tutor was ... eventful, NOT!
Kinda in a way, I worked on my homework that was assigned weeks ago HAHA!
( dammmnn I'm soo rebel! )
Hehe, so now I'm done my homework... not really.
I have not even begun to be able to say that word LOL.
私の夜
(my night)
{/` それが怖いではないか -- --
( 11:29 AM )
The truth is i've been lied to so many times,
i know i come second best to you. i'm not the one you think of
& i'm sure as hell not the one you need. so why do you hold on to me?
you're making things worse. you're the only thing i have. but to you
i'm just the girl you've got cause you can't have the girl you once had.
she's your everything while i'm just there. you close your eyes when
you look at me to pretend you care. i'm not stupid ; i see it. but my
heart just never wants to believe it. so go ahead ; tell me another lie.
whisper in my ear & tell me how much you pretend to love me.
tell me how much you wish i was her.
{/` 잘 연결되어, 잘 존경. --
( 11:28 AM )
it was never my intent to exploit my descent .
represent; all day, everday, to the fullest extent .
people change over the years. their attitude, their actions, their life.
change friends. change surroundings. change personalities.
they play a role in my life; i adapt to the necessity to survive.
i make my cash, i live my life.
earn from yesterday , live for today , hope for tomorrow.
well connected , well respected
{/그녀가 울고있어 --
Sunday, May 30, 2010 ( 1:41 AM )
She's crying,
For the one
For the best friend.
For a trustyworthy person.
It's not like she can tell and trust everyone.
All the things she keeps is a secret.
It's cold and her heart seem to have turned to ice.
Her fingers can barely type.
Her "friends" aren't there
And she seems to be doing things on her own.
No one to back her up.
No one to her her.
I guess she's at her end.
Let's leave her since.
She's crying.
For the one
For the best friend.
For a trustyworthy person.
It's not like she can tell and trust everyone.
All the things she keeps is a secret.
It's cold and her heart seem to have turned to ice.
Her fingers can barely type.
Her "friends" aren't there
And she seems to be doing things on her own.
No one to back her up.
No one to her her.
I guess she's at her end.
Let's leave her since.
She's crying.
{/` 最終的には: それは私の頭の中のすべてのです --
( 1:16 AM )
Rough times... we're drifting.
No more friends (*´ο`*)=3 はふぅん
No more friends (*´ο`*)=3 はふぅん
Frankly she didn't really have friends to start with.
She was just there,
She had no significant part in their life.
No role at all, so even if she vanished, no one would realize it.
Someone should take her out, get her wasted.
So then maybe she could forget about everything.
Sometimes she feels as if she needs a smoke,
But she doesn't want to do it.
The need of getting high.
The heartbeating so fast like a bullet train
Like extacy it takes her on a all time high
A record she wants to beat.
Where's the shoulder she can lean on ?
Where's the umbrella that can shield her ?
I can see her standing alone in the rain crying.
In the end she wants to be recognized.
In the end she wants to have friends.
But in the end she's no longer here.
In the end not a single sould noticed.
In the end she left the world silently, the world undisturbed.
What's another person gone ?
She was just there,
She had no significant part in their life.
No role at all, so even if she vanished, no one would realize it.
Someone should take her out, get her wasted.
So then maybe she could forget about everything.
Sometimes she feels as if she needs a smoke,
But she doesn't want to do it.
The need of getting high.
The heartbeating so fast like a bullet train
Like extacy it takes her on a all time high
A record she wants to beat.
Where's the shoulder she can lean on ?
Where's the umbrella that can shield her ?
I can see her standing alone in the rain crying.
In the end she wants to be recognized.
In the end she wants to have friends.
But in the end she's no longer here.
In the end not a single sould noticed.
In the end she left the world silently, the world undisturbed.
What's another person gone ?
{/` snow --
Saturday, May 29, 2010 ( 7:56 PM )
IT'S EFFING SNOWING... LIKE WTFIRETRUCKS !
それは寒いですAnyways besides that my day was boring nothing happened until after church.
MY 3rd youngest sister punched me and I got pissed so I punched her back and I ended up to be the one in trouble and now I'm pissed off. Before my mom came out i punched her and it was just fine one my mom opened the door, she started to fking cry. Like honestly does she want to be an actress? So I punched the foundation of my grandma's apartment now my knuckles are effed up ROFL.
Ahem so thao texted me and i replied right away and i expected an answer but noooo
seriously if you're going to txt me first asking something ... atleast reply cause if you don't you piss me off... Sorry twin i do the same to you TOT!
- edit later -
{/` tired - --
Friday, May 28, 2010 ( 2:21 AM )
it's 222am LOL sigh... I'm tired rofl, well way to state the obvious.
Dammm, our talk isn't over yet but you made me realize ... that I shouldn't be going crazy over this guy. You made me laugh equally, maybe even more, so is it okay to fall for you ? Maybe I might be dreaming but who knows it's a thought, I don't really know yet. He doesn't know how I feel about him but you do. You always do, sometimes I'm scared that you're the one falling for me. I don't want to hurt you even if I might end up loving you. Everything is one-sided so I'm not quiet sure about anything yet. But I want to hold onto the fact that you guys are friends I never want to lose. Tkln may be someone I like but you my dear are someone I can not lose. I can lose tkln cause I know that he can't even see me but you can so I'm happy. I think I'm going to give up my missions and move on, there's no point in standing here in the rain waiting for you to come me.
{/` idk the dates --
Tuesday, May 25, 2010 ( 5:18 PM )
It's been a while... quite a hiatus LOL :P Well here I go..
I doubt anyone reads this anyways !
My winning streak has ended as of wednesday of May 19, 2010... No more skipping ):
It was only for a week. All I did was skip for a week and then my teacher calls home and my mom from work ＼（－－）／ マイッタ now she's all up in my space... Oh the worst part is that she thinks im a drug dealer... she assumes i skip so i could go deal drugs. What type of mommy is that?!
-siigh- but she's been thinking that i was a drug dealer since gr 9 D:
( ・_・)⌒°=θ☆( >_<) パコ
OHOHOH ! tkln!
He acutally engaged into convo with me for the first time so im happy.
But I still a little doubtful cause I happened to be the only girl there since
all the other girls went to go eat and obviously I don't go b/c of certain reasons.
( I'm a nobody ) HAHA anyways yea... but the convo didnt last long Oh well ...
I'm happy though, soo... SMILE :D I have made missions MUAHAHAH <3>
I doubt anyone reads this anyways !
My winning streak has ended as of wednesday of May 19, 2010... No more skipping ):
It was only for a week. All I did was skip for a week and then my teacher calls home and my mom from work ＼（－－）／ マイッタ now she's all up in my space... Oh the worst part is that she thinks im a drug dealer... she assumes i skip so i could go deal drugs. What type of mommy is that?!
-siigh- but she's been thinking that i was a drug dealer since gr 9 D:
( ・_・)⌒°=θ☆( >_<) パコ
OHOHOH ! tkln!
He acutally engaged into convo with me for the first time so im happy.
But I still a little doubtful cause I happened to be the only girl there since
all the other girls went to go eat and obviously I don't go b/c of certain reasons.
( I'm a nobody ) HAHA anyways yea... but the convo didnt last long Oh well ...
I'm happy though, soo... SMILE :D I have made missions MUAHAHAH <3>
` it was never my intent to exploit my descent .
represent; all day, everday, to the fullest extent .
people change over the years. their attitude, their actions, their life.
change friends. change surroundings. change personalities.
they play a role in my life; i adapt to the necessity to survive.
i make my cash, i live my life.
earn from yesterday , live for today , hope for tomorrow.
well connected , well respected .
represent; all day, everday, to the fullest extent .
people change over the years. their attitude, their actions, their life.
change friends. change surroundings. change personalities.
they play a role in my life; i adapt to the necessity to survive.
i make my cash, i live my life.
earn from yesterday , live for today , hope for tomorrow.
well connected , well respected .
// かなしみ の ゆくえ
` mission oo : make me fall for you
` mission o1 : make me laugh
` mission o2 : call out my name
` mission o3 : your number
` mission o4 : teach me about love
` mission 05 : hide & protect me
` mission o6 : do what you want to do
` mission o7 : make me cry
` mission o8 : tell me
` mission o9 : fight for me
` mission 1o : take me on a date
` mission 11 : stay with me
` mission 12 : make my heart beat
` mission 13 : make me envy
` mission 14 : hug me
` mission 15 : fall in love with me
` mission 16 : kiss me
` mission 17 : make me yours
` mission o3 : your number
` mission o4 : teach me about love
` mission 05 : hide & protect me
` mission o6 : do what you want to do
` mission o7 : make me cry
` mission o8 : tell me
` mission o9 : fight for me
` mission 1o : take me on a date
` mission 11 : stay with me
` mission 12 : make my heart beat
` mission 13 : make me envy
` mission 14 : hug me
` mission 15 : fall in love with me
` mission 16 : kiss me
` mission 17 : make me yours
I havent thought about what I'm going to do with my life yet.
I envy that his parents actually talk to him about this stuff...
I sometimes wish my parents do that but then they just want me
to do something that I like and could succed in (:
I seriously dont want to disappoint but the way I am right now,
I probably can't do it LOL ε-(´・｀) ﾌｰ
I actually want to do everything...
doctor, nurse, photographer, artist, designer, singer,
accountant, cook, interior design, police, f-fighters, etcetc.
physchologist is probably what im going to do
and then go into business or something like that (:
I envy that his parents actually talk to him about this stuff...
I sometimes wish my parents do that but then they just want me
to do something that I like and could succed in (:
I seriously dont want to disappoint but the way I am right now,
I probably can't do it LOL ε-(´・｀) ﾌｰ
I actually want to do everything...
doctor, nurse, photographer, artist, designer, singer,
accountant, cook, interior design, police, f-fighters, etcetc.
physchologist is probably what im going to do
and then go into business or something like that (:
If we; Should be getting under
These sheets; We could lie in this bed; But it's Empty
These sheets; We could lie in this bed; But it's Empty
{/idk what goes here --
i think they call it freedom of speech
Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard; Maybe we're torn apart
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Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts; We're Empty
or is that just me xD
empty, click five
Is beating our hearts; We're Empty
{/miscellaneous --
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or is that just me xD
empty, click five